That was Nina's motto today after church. Speaking of church, today's sermon was nice; so much that I cried when the priest was saying the second reading. It was about how to find your religion after you've lost it, and the answer was to look at what you have around you. My answer was my family...my loving, crazy, unpredictable family. We had breakfast at Jimmy's. While there, Nina told me her story of how she had her doubts of her religion. She said that when she started having problems in her life, that's when she went back to her church, and she's been there for 20+ years now.

So, yeah...Nina always says that God has a plan for everything. Maybe that's why I'm going through all this crap. I need to get back into my true religion.

And maybe that's why Mr. Akers never emailed me back. He wants me to figure this out on my own.

And I gotta face it.